感情

正如题目所说，爱情是一可很奥秘的世界，没有人可以摸得着它。现在的我还是一个人，还没有伴侣，真希望有一个。可是这些都是很难讲的，一切度都需要缘分。自从我以经孤单了好几年了，可是我还很希望可以有个女朋友，可以去爱她，跟她玩，跟她撒娇，一起度过美好的时光。

现在的我真的很混乱，自己心里想要的已经迷迷糊糊了。当初的“她”依然还留在我的心里，还是不能慢慢的放弃她，忘记那个感情。“她”是否我的命中天使，我还使不晓得，只有天知道。我曾经以为我已经放弃了那个心，可是当我一回到这里，我就想起“她”，很想跟“她”在一起。可是现在大家都很忙，做工的做工，读书的读书，玩的玩，很少有机会可以像以前一样团聚在一起，真的很怀念初中的时候，无忧无虑。

所谓一见钟情，一眼看到对方就有好感，喜欢上对方，可是正真的爱情可以从一见钟情建立起来吗？那个时候真的可以心在跳吗？那个时候可以认定那个人就是我的命中天使吗？还是我太冲动了。真的搞不懂自己，我喜欢的到底是那一位。我的心真的有那么冲动吗？有哪么的心及吗？还是我很花心，喜欢好几个？到目前为止，我还是觉得我看上一个，就喜欢上一个，可是是短暂性的，因为都觉得是一件不可能的事。我好想有一段爱情，就如电视里的一样，有一个轰轰烈烈的爱情。哈哈。

爱情是不能逼的，勉强是没有幸福的。可是又不能慢慢的等待，因为你可能会错过的。相反的，如果突然间冒冒然的去表白又怕被拒绝，怕被躲避。 这些东西真的很令人烦恼，不知所措。

看见朋友一对一对的，真的好羡慕。可是当在一起的时候，负担就增加了，没那么自由了。有人说single的时候好，可是又有人觉得in relationship时候好。这都是因人而异的，每个人都有他自己的想法和意见。我就好想有一段很美好的感情，毕竟我已经上了年纪，不如往日了。

在回来古晋的一个月里，我觉得我好庆幸，因为认识了几个新的朋友, Wilfred 的朋友，古晋中学圣约翰救伤队的小朋友们，以及跟几位晋中的好几位朋友重逢。

yum cha + Sherlok Holmes

On 27 December 2009 afternoon, Kian Boon suddenly find me and suggested to go watch movie. So, after asking few of our friends and involve intense discussion, it was decided that we go for a yumcha session at The Junk before headed to The Spring to watch Sherlock Holmes, 10.45pm screening time.

So, I fetch Yu Wee and Sin Ee and went to The Junk first while Kian Boon and Joshua went to The Spring to buy the movie ticket beforehand. The atmosphere at The Junk is really nice. A lot of Tao decoration plus local decoration. The lighting is dim to create a suitable environment. The food are expensive but serve in large portion. Drinks wise, many choices are available and they even serve 'Tuak'. Tuak is a type of wine made by the Iban and the alcohol contain about 40 % and above, I think since I never drink before. This yumcha session consider quite lay back and full of laughter. The Junk is in Kuching for quite some times already and it was the first time Yu Wee, Joshua an Kian Boon went there. The junk is located beside Ting and Ting supermarket, same row with The Living Room and Bla Bla Bla. Not that hard to find.

After sending Sin Ee home, we all went to The Spring for our movie session. When we enter the theater, the movie already started. Not what I expected since we were late for only 10 minutes. Since MBO is famous for late, I wonder how come this time so punctual and early somemore. Haiz. Overall, the movie was consider not bad. The bad part is bit hard to understand what they are speaking due to their slang. Whats more disappointing is the subtitles do not match what they are saying. The movie quite exciting at some part and funny as well. In the end, the good guy always win and Sherlock Holmes will always solve the case.

Sypnosis:

In a dynamic new portrayal of Arthur Conan Doyle’s most famous characters, “Sherlock Holmes” sends Holmes and his stalwart partner Watson on their latest challenge. Revealing fighting skills as lethal as his legendary intellect, Holmes will battle as never before to bring down a new nemesis and unravel a deadly plot that could destroy the country.

The action-adventure mystery “Sherlock Holmes” is helmed by acclaimed filmmaker Guy Ritchie, for Warner Bros. Pictures and Village Roadshow Pictures. Robert Downey Jr. brings the legendary detective to life, and Jude Law stars as Holmes’ trusted colleague, Watson, a doctor and war veteran who is a formidable ally for Sherlock Holmes. Rachel McAdams stars as Irene Adler, the only woman ever to have bested Holmes and who has maintained a tempestuous relationship with the detective. Mark Strong stars as their mysterious new adversary, Blackwood. Kelly Reilly plays Watson’s love interest, Mary

December Update

Some of you might be wondering, where I have gone for the couple of months. Well, to be honest, I still not that really wanna share my downfall with you guys. But since consider quite some times already, i think it is time to reveal the truth. Even some of my friends in uni do not know what had happen to me.

Since the release of result of the final exam of last semester, I failed 1 subject and because of it, I could not proceed to my year 4 study due to the policy of the Faculty of Pharmaceutical Sciences. Appeal also had been done but rejected. So, from July until last month, I have been working as assistant pharmacist at Bettercare Pharmacy at Taman Connaught, Cheras. Well, to be honest, I really gain some experience loh and really learn things that are not teach in class. At the same time, I also doing my research project, finishing all the writting and surviving the presentation and viva. haha. Thank goodness the research project has come to an end and i do hope that i can score well in it.

At first, I do tell my friends that i might not go back to Kuching for this December holiday, but now, here I am in Kuching, sitting leisurely in front of the computer and chatting with friends. Why??? some may ask. Well, since June, I had booked my air ticket for the December holiday. Since I have completed my research project and my boss and supervisor of the pharmacy allow me for 1 month holiday, so I took the opportunity and come back to kuching without wasting the air ticket. Initially I do plan to forfeit the air ticket one but luckily i still in time take the flight even thought i was really rush for me to go back to kuching the next day i had decided to come back to kuching. I do feel bit guity towards my colleague at the pharmacy.

So now, here I am in kuching. It has already been 3 weeks in Kuching and I really met couples of friends, old and new. Eat, sleep, movie, online, yumcha are the most common things I do everyday. haha.

First week of December, meet up with wilfred and his friends as well as kuang swee for yamcha session and movie session as well. Second week, outing with wilfred and his friends and movie session with friends. Yumcha session as well. Helping out with KHSJA training camp and even climb Mt Serapi. haha.

Last weekend was an enjoyable one. Go outing, climb Mt Singai, shopping, movie and yumcha somemore. really fun. here are some pictures to share.

Yian Phin birthday celebration

Outing with friends of Wilfred

Yumcha session with friends of Wilfred

Midnight karaoke session

Yumcha session with Yu Wee, Chun Wei

and Rebecca

I still left 2 more weeks here in Kch before I go back to KL again. Life here in Kch really slow. No need to think about work and study. When go back to KL and open the door, really feel like my heart sink into a deep ocean. Haha.