An update on Vkvun

Really sorry for the people who wan to update bout wat is going on with me and i really sorry because it has been a long time since i updated my last post. hehe. well, after CNY, back to KL and continue studying and gaming and watching drama and movies as usual. I started playing Cabalsea since February during during the close beta and i have been playing it since them.

Exam and quiz usually follow after the CNY holiday and i was kinda busy with exam, assignment and quiz as well as lab reports as the datelines are very close. After finish summitting all the reports and assignment, then follows by quizs. after quiz, which means it has come to an end to my 14 weeks of studying for Year 2 Sem 2 pharmacy.

Study break for 2 weeks and i use 1 week to play game and watch anime. the following week, i start studying and gear up for the final exam which stretched for 3 weeks with each subject at alternate day.

Now the exam is finished and i spend 2 days in Genting with a group of friends. Kinda enjoying myself there but the time is too short. 1st time driving the go-kart, playing bumber car and also rock climbing. And also 1st time go to Genting after so long again when i visited here with my family. Should stay longer there to enjoy more and know my friends more and better, outside the classroom. Miss the Gua Tempurung trip as Suk Yen arrange the trip with the same day as the Genting trip. Haiz. Disappointed as i never been to Gua Tempurung and i wanted to go there. All my friends who went there all say the trip was very nice with 2 thumb up. Imagine that.

Now is my 3rd week of holiday for my semester break and i am now in kuching. Some might ask me why i come back since i told them that i might not come back for holiday. well, it is because i have not got my placement for the industrial attachment for 2 to 3 weeks. The seats in KL are limited and most of the manufacturing company/factory are having auditor checking. So, they do not want to create more trouble by accepting students for attachment. Not to mention, my lecturer could not comfirm the available seats in KL. So, i make up my mind and decided to come back to kuching for a nice holiday instead of waiting the whole month in KL, doing nothing besides gaming and movie and usual boring stuffs.

I wil be going back to KL on 3rd June, after Gawai as i need to be back for the Public Health Campaign(PHC) as i m the site manager. 3rd of June is already late for me to go back to KL as i will be missing the training for the screening department. But i wont be able to join the screening department due to some personal reasons. So, on 3rd June, me and my partner and some other fellows need to set up the rehersal site for the rehearsal of the PHC on the following day. So, i guess June will be a busy time for all the committes of PHC as the date of PHC is just around the corner and more works need to be done and finalized.

Not to forget, i visiting Kuching UCSI, which is just in front of my house. A bigger place compare with the old one but still not completely ready as they just move in last month. So it is quite messy and not so organize yet. The air conditioning system still not working very properly and also the projectors are not properly placed in the classroom. going to visit there again next week as my ex-lecturers are busy this week for the preparation of the A lvl final practical examination.

So, i do not know if this post is long or short as it has been quite sometime since i update by blog. and Cassie, here is my update for u and all my fellow friends who do visit my blog.

雪莹，你已经算很幸福了，至少你一值以来不感到孤独， 而我，经常感到孤独，不知要找谁诉苦， 不知找谁一起相处， 经常孤独一个人过日子。不知为什么总是觉得孤独，无时无刻 都不停的烦这个问题。

有一位朋友叫我对周遭的朋友sensitive一点，关心他们的需求， 可是，我能做到吗， 这才是问题。 在KL， 可以说找不到可以诉苦的对相, 更何况我好想要交女朋友

bad week

It has been long time since i write blog d loh. maybe someone you will be wondering wat had happen to me for the pass few weeks. This week alone is a tiring week. really 'eat up' a lot of times just to study. Monday, tuesday and thursday(today) exam for just this week and can say i totally screwed up maybe all of them but definatedly screwed up one really badly on tuesday. due to tat, make me very down on tat day itself, feel helpless, feel like almost end of the world.

Haiz, really need someone to talk with, but with WHO? somethings are suppose to share, but to share it/them out, i really need trust them in order for me to express them out. here in KL, i somehow dont have tat kind of feel. maybe coz i dont have any 知心的朋友 kua, i dont not know lah. maybe coz i m the type of quiet person, but sometimes i really need some frens to talk with loh, really feel lonely and helpless, got no one to be with u when ever u need them.

today is the 3rd day of exam and already finished 3 paper, which means left 4 more papers and left bout 2 weeks before i leave KL and back to Kch. hopefully next week will be a better week than this week, hopefully can do well in the upcoming exam. really really really wish tat.

saying of this, there is some kind of problem with my DVD rom eh, which make me no mood again. haiz, when go back to Kch,really need to bring to hospital again and need to clarify the term 'waranty' with the service centre since i already sent my laptop there in May this year.

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when i feel lonely, i browse the MSN, see who i wanted to chat with, but got no one tat catch my eye. i also do not know who i want to chat with and wat to chat about. sometimes really feel boring about it leh. besides that, i also keep thinking of finding a partner but someone no girls out there tat really make me 'tachycardia' and 'hypertension'. *hehe*. really can find one loh coz like can share ups and downs with someone and tat someone can really understand me then can no need to like always think here n think there loh. as one saying say '船到桥头自然直' hopefully this really works loh.

i thinks tats it for me now. good luck to everyone out tat who are having exam and study hard. *wish i also can study hard* and also happy birthday to ppl out there who are having their birthday during the mids of exam period, either this week, last week or maybe next week. hehe. bye and sayonara.

IMU or UCSI

2 months ago, i chat with my friend who is currently studying in IMU. Since i quite some time did not chat with her, so feel curious about her latest happening. first of all, she was just starting studying in IMU, so i was curious about the environment in IMU. she said that the lift cannot be used as it is for staff only and the excalators have broken down and they need to walk up a lot flight of stairs. besides that, she also mention that it is very cold in the classroom, even with a jacket on.

after seeing all those words appear on the screen i somehow feel happy and lucky that i am here at UCSI, with a nice environment. forget about the small campus and have to walk all the time, it is a nice palce to get my degree.

Birthday??? Present???

Birthday is like just an ordinary day for me since not much people remember it. even if they do remember, it is just wishes from them only. not to say that i want people to give me present, but sometimes i do envy people who receive presents during their birthday, seeing how happy they are. is it there any privillage for girls since like they usually will get lots of presents from their friends? every time when friends' birthday, i will always need to spend some money to share present. however, how come i do not get back what i have spent?

everytime when almost my birthday, parents always just go out to have dinner at some restaurant. they will always ask need to celebrate or not, want present or not (I think so), but i always say no need since my birthday always near Chinese New Year. maybe because all my siblings are boys and also seldom communicate well with them. there will not be any present given out by parents to me and my brothers.

everytime when my friends discuss about birthday and present, i always keep quiet and just listen to them discussing. For example, the girls usually wil get 'gold key' when their 21st birthday from their parents, some sign of adulthood. even some of the boys will receive expensive present from parents. me, on the other hand, always receive shirts from friends and out of the last 5 years, 3 years receive shirts and only receive 3 presents in 5 years time. maybe becayse they will say like if they are sincere, it should be ok already. imagine, every year need to spend about RM100 plus for birthday presents for friends and in return, only receive present which cost like RM50 or less each year.

sometimes really feel jealous when see people celebrate birthday with happy environment. how i wish i could experience it. maybe i should treat my friends for some dinner or lunch during my next 22nd birthday. well, this is still pending and need consideration, but still got less than half a year to go before my birthdays. times really fly.