NOGAPS

sorry clara and cassie. i lazy to update my blog as i have nothing to update u guys since i was busy with my game for the past 1 month.hehe

So, here is an update for u guys as i have been to NOGAPS during 11 june until 16 june at kuantan at IIUM. NOGAPS stand for national gathering of pharmacy student at International Islamic University Malaysia, staying at the hostel. As the name of the place say, IIUM, everything is related to islam, like boys and girls all sit at different side of the lecture hall, eating stuffs also boy at 1 side, girl at 1 side and also no touching between the opposite sex, just like what happen in the kem during form 4 where me and clara participated.

Going to NOGAPS means i got the chance to experience the feel of staying in the local universitiy's hostel and it does not really feel good. everything need to be shared among resident of the hostel. The size of the local uni is very very big and still got a lot of free space havent been developed. image wat going to be the total area when the whole area is built with building.

The participants of NOGAPS, bout 80% are malay and in my team alone, only 2 chinese whereby 1 is me and the other one is my uni fren. haiz. imagine need to talk in malay all the time with sometime in english where i cant think of any words in malay. Students studying pharmacy where the teaching language is in english and they still speak in malay.

Being the minority during the camp, we cant do anything, but the people from UCSI are the lousiest and noisiest and because of this, all the ppl know UCSI. wat a promotion tat have been done during the NOGAPS. Even the food are usually for malay. we need to bare with it for 5 days as all the foods are spicy, not chinese orriented.

During NOGAPS, there is an AGM for MyPSA (Malaysian Pharmacy Student Association) and the new board of executive are being choose. Me and 2 of my frens some sort of being forced/volunteer in contesting for the MyPSA committee. So, we need to prepare our speech at late night before the event itself and it is really tiring. During my speech, i was nervous and shaking.haha. wat an experience. But in the end, we all din get elected as ppl vote for the nominees.

Day 1 of NOGAPS: Ice breaking and get to know my fellow teammate.

Day 2 of NOGAPS: Discussion for declaration and afternoon we got Pharmrace in the town of Kuantan. It was very very very tiring and my team got last place.haha.

Day 3 of NOGAPS: doing community services at Kuantan Parade. We din not need to prepare anything, just read the notes given. When we all on-site, as if we are working for them while the committe no need to do anything.haiz. very very bad as the committee are using all the participant of NOGAPS to do their job/activity.

Day 4 of NOGAPS: very boring and tiring day as morning time is the AGM for MyPSA and afternoon is do presentation of the declaration that we discuss previously. then night time, we go visit a batik factory and do some painting for the batik and night time is grand dinner/closing ceremonty for NOGAPS.

Day 5 of NOGAPS:we all go to the jungle for jungle trekking with doing some obstacles and do flying fox. Flying fox is a new experience for me. climbing up the 4 storey platform is tiring plus scary. but when coming down the platform is very enjoying. just that the time is very short.

yesterday, 17/6, we all need to go to uni again for a rehearsal for the PHC(public health campaign). another tiring day as well.

Today, 18/6, coz my house is doing renovation, the line become very unstable. make me cant play online game, cant surfing.

Then on 22 to 22 june, we are going to participant in PHC at sunway pyramid, blue zone, in front of JCo donut. anyone out there who are around the area, do come and visit us and support us.

A long post for anyone out there who wanna know wat has happen to me. i also dont know what should i write. So, all my frens out there, have fun for ur holidays and have a very nice day.

An update on Vkvun

Really sorry for the people who wan to update bout wat is going on with me and i really sorry because it has been a long time since i updated my last post. hehe. well, after CNY, back to KL and continue studying and gaming and watching drama and movies as usual. I started playing Cabalsea since February during during the close beta and i have been playing it since them.

Exam and quiz usually follow after the CNY holiday and i was kinda busy with exam, assignment and quiz as well as lab reports as the datelines are very close. After finish summitting all the reports and assignment, then follows by quizs. after quiz, which means it has come to an end to my 14 weeks of studying for Year 2 Sem 2 pharmacy.

Study break for 2 weeks and i use 1 week to play game and watch anime. the following week, i start studying and gear up for the final exam which stretched for 3 weeks with each subject at alternate day.

Now the exam is finished and i spend 2 days in Genting with a group of friends. Kinda enjoying myself there but the time is too short. 1st time driving the go-kart, playing bumber car and also rock climbing. And also 1st time go to Genting after so long again when i visited here with my family. Should stay longer there to enjoy more and know my friends more and better, outside the classroom. Miss the Gua Tempurung trip as Suk Yen arrange the trip with the same day as the Genting trip. Haiz. Disappointed as i never been to Gua Tempurung and i wanted to go there. All my friends who went there all say the trip was very nice with 2 thumb up. Imagine that.

Now is my 3rd week of holiday for my semester break and i am now in kuching. Some might ask me why i come back since i told them that i might not come back for holiday. well, it is because i have not got my placement for the industrial attachment for 2 to 3 weeks. The seats in KL are limited and most of the manufacturing company/factory are having auditor checking. So, they do not want to create more trouble by accepting students for attachment. Not to mention, my lecturer could not comfirm the available seats in KL. So, i make up my mind and decided to come back to kuching for a nice holiday instead of waiting the whole month in KL, doing nothing besides gaming and movie and usual boring stuffs.

I wil be going back to KL on 3rd June, after Gawai as i need to be back for the Public Health Campaign(PHC) as i m the site manager. 3rd of June is already late for me to go back to KL as i will be missing the training for the screening department. But i wont be able to join the screening department due to some personal reasons. So, on 3rd June, me and my partner and some other fellows need to set up the rehersal site for the rehearsal of the PHC on the following day. So, i guess June will be a busy time for all the committes of PHC as the date of PHC is just around the corner and more works need to be done and finalized.

Not to forget, i visiting Kuching UCSI, which is just in front of my house. A bigger place compare with the old one but still not completely ready as they just move in last month. So it is quite messy and not so organize yet. The air conditioning system still not working very properly and also the projectors are not properly placed in the classroom. going to visit there again next week as my ex-lecturers are busy this week for the preparation of the A lvl final practical examination.

So, i do not know if this post is long or short as it has been quite sometime since i update by blog. and Cassie, here is my update for u and all my fellow friends who do visit my blog.

雪莹，你已经算很幸福了，至少你一值以来不感到孤独， 而我，经常感到孤独，不知要找谁诉苦， 不知找谁一起相处， 经常孤独一个人过日子。不知为什么总是觉得孤独，无时无刻 都不停的烦这个问题。

有一位朋友叫我对周遭的朋友sensitive一点，关心他们的需求， 可是，我能做到吗， 这才是问题。 在KL， 可以说找不到可以诉苦的对相, 更何况我好想要交女朋友

bad week

It has been long time since i write blog d loh. maybe someone you will be wondering wat had happen to me for the pass few weeks. This week alone is a tiring week. really 'eat up' a lot of times just to study. Monday, tuesday and thursday(today) exam for just this week and can say i totally screwed up maybe all of them but definatedly screwed up one really badly on tuesday. due to tat, make me very down on tat day itself, feel helpless, feel like almost end of the world.

Haiz, really need someone to talk with, but with WHO? somethings are suppose to share, but to share it/them out, i really need trust them in order for me to express them out. here in KL, i somehow dont have tat kind of feel. maybe coz i dont have any 知心的朋友 kua, i dont not know lah. maybe coz i m the type of quiet person, but sometimes i really need some frens to talk with loh, really feel lonely and helpless, got no one to be with u when ever u need them.

today is the 3rd day of exam and already finished 3 paper, which means left 4 more papers and left bout 2 weeks before i leave KL and back to Kch. hopefully next week will be a better week than this week, hopefully can do well in the upcoming exam. really really really wish tat.

saying of this, there is some kind of problem with my DVD rom eh, which make me no mood again. haiz, when go back to Kch,really need to bring to hospital again and need to clarify the term 'waranty' with the service centre since i already sent my laptop there in May this year.

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when i feel lonely, i browse the MSN, see who i wanted to chat with, but got no one tat catch my eye. i also do not know who i want to chat with and wat to chat about. sometimes really feel boring about it leh. besides that, i also keep thinking of finding a partner but someone no girls out there tat really make me 'tachycardia' and 'hypertension'. *hehe*. really can find one loh coz like can share ups and downs with someone and tat someone can really understand me then can no need to like always think here n think there loh. as one saying say '船到桥头自然直' hopefully this really works loh.

i thinks tats it for me now. good luck to everyone out tat who are having exam and study hard. *wish i also can study hard* and also happy birthday to ppl out there who are having their birthday during the mids of exam period, either this week, last week or maybe next week. hehe. bye and sayonara.

IMU or UCSI

2 months ago, i chat with my friend who is currently studying in IMU. Since i quite some time did not chat with her, so feel curious about her latest happening. first of all, she was just starting studying in IMU, so i was curious about the environment in IMU. she said that the lift cannot be used as it is for staff only and the excalators have broken down and they need to walk up a lot flight of stairs. besides that, she also mention that it is very cold in the classroom, even with a jacket on.

after seeing all those words appear on the screen i somehow feel happy and lucky that i am here at UCSI, with a nice environment. forget about the small campus and have to walk all the time, it is a nice palce to get my degree.