Emo-ing

This morning in the lab, my friend ask me 1 simple question, "Alone at home not sien ah?"

My answer is "No ah, can watch movie, drama or game."

Actually, alone at home really sien one. Super boring. Everyday watch drama or movie also will feel sien one. But if go out, go where wor?? and if go out, need to spend money wor... Outside so hot and bright wor....Those are just some excuses.

The fact is, go out really nice one if with those that are nice and friendly frens. Just like the gathering on 22th of May with my fellow A level classmate. It has been sometimes since we meet up. The purpose of this gathering is to gather and meet up and celebrate Vincent belated birthday. The whole day was enjoying and full with laughter. It has been a while since I have that feeling already. Meet at Midvalley and go our separate way at nearby Petaling Street.

Back to the topic, alone at home really boring and sien one. Got no one to interact with. Even with MSN, I cant see the face expression as I really like to see those smilling and happy face. Yet, I everyday stay at home, giving a down face, keep on moody. Haiz.

I have few simple questions to ask my friends, "Is the world fair and square to everyone of us?" "When will I have a girlfriend?" "When will I not feel lonely?"

It seem like not really for me as I sometimes cant see the 'Treat people good and receive a good deed'. Maybe times will tell this. Girlfriend which I always looking forward to having one but seem quite hard now. Maybe its not my time yet but I really do wish to know when will be my time. Can anyone of you tell me? I also would like to know if there are any admirer out there. If yes, do tell me as I might consider. Haha.

Am I always serious? Hmmm... I do try to relax and not be serious but somehow I really cannot do it. Maybe is my mindset. Happy always?? Maybe coz a lot of sad and sour things that I experienced recently which I still could not forget. I wonder when will sweet experience will come???