Friday, April 27, 2007

2nd day in kch

hmm, back to kch already 1 day liaw, yet whole day at home din go anywhere, wat to say,no car to use. all the cars being used by my parents and brothers. so just have to sit at home doing nothing. just now finish watching 'Just My Luck', quite nice although not so new d, meaningful as well.kinda feel i dont have much luck lately. haiz.

To be or not to be? Tats the question. to be quiet or not to be quiet. keep thinking bout this loh. someone ask me to be more social last few days. well, to be honest, sometims i do speek,when i got things to say,but most of the times keep quiet and listen to ppl talk, find it quite interesting to listen ppl talk and wat they talk bout. sometimes i find it difficult to talk and chat loh. then ho, sometimes speak,the pronouciation not acurate and i scare tat u ppl will laugh at me loh, so because of tat, can say tat long time din really talk loh. even if talk, i also dont talk much. wat to say bout craps somemore, cant find topic to talk loh. one of my friend told me tat to talk craps, wat also can talk loh, still learning though, but learning to sociallise is an obstacle for me somemore i m shy, like communication say, personal barrier-high level of shyness. really wonder when can overcome this loh. hopefully. and hopefully after i overcome this, can find a gf or find more friends or can make somemore close friends. hehe. well, sometimes feel hard for me to overcome this loh, shyness and talk

i like spending times with friends, yam cha, talk and gossip or even go to have fun, eventhough u ppl out there keep on seeing me always online. from playing games to online, i still prefer spending my times with my friends, listen to them speaking, like the fun interaction. this sem break i too early come back to kch liaw, too early book ticket. next time i wont tat early book ticket laiw, wait till the timetable is out then i go book, then i can spends time with my frens. hehe. well, hopefully next sem breaks can go somewhere to play with them loh.

now most of my friends are having final and next week is their final weeks d liaw and most of them start to coming back on the following week, so when they come back, hopefully can go out with them and gossip with them if i have car to use. if not have to trouble u guys out there to fetch me.hehe, u ppl dont mind rite?

well, my blog kinda messy since i dont noe how to organize them, hopefully u ppl dont mind bout it oh. wishing u ppl out there good luck and all the best for the finals and happy holidays.see u ppl soon

Wednesday, April 18, 2007


well, now is already pass half of the exam period d, with 3 papers finish and 3 papers to go, which are organic chemistry(quite tough), basic med chem(Also quite tough) and not to forget comm skill(crazy common sense subject). today papers not so confident bout it, although can do most of it, except 1 question, but dont noe do correct or not correct, tats the problem i n the rest of my frens are facing, quite confusing as well. since the pass already past, y want to think bout it, just think bout the future since the future we need to walk towards it and embrace the pass. talking bout ang mo here.haha.
well, just now when i check my email, i notice there is an email from air asia which say tat there is 500,000 free seat give away, as usual, and so, i plan to book the ticket for cny, but the problem is, there is 3 days b4 cny are weekdays and i also dont noe when is the holiday start and when holiday finish. haiz, dissapointed loh. so now, only can wait and see when the time is near, then can book the ticket loh. wat to do, risk now or pay more? the risk tat i m taking could be a quiz, a presentation or etc. upon looking this email, i go told my friends bout it. they also dont feel like booking the ticket since it is still early and cannot decide also and also dont noe there is class on the cny week also. haiz, this is call life, with lot of risk to takes.
well, i have been lazy and goyang kaki bout one program a.k.a. reward program which will help us to earn money. hehe. din go and introduce to ppl coz if like i go introduce to ppl, sure like they will ask for proof. so now it is already 2 months and i have proof. oh yeah!! can say tat i have got bout 200+ d bout i still havent go cash the money out. so have to wait loh since like still havent balik modal loh. so guys out they, who ever are interested in this nice kang tau and investment, do find me since like i m gladly to introduce to u ppl even though u dont want to join it. just listen also can ah. no harm and i can sharpen my social and communication skill since i lack in them.
today another interesting happen. maybe u ppl think is normal, but i also think is normal, but this is already can make me happy d loh. hehe. well, maybe u ppl out there will think like, ee, this guy is crazy one, but wat to do, i m in love(maybe), haha. bout wat happen, cannot say out here loh, since scare someone will come and read this one loh. want to know more, just find me in msn, all the 8 girls and boys.
well, now is already pass 12 and i m going to bed soon loh. i trying to keep this as a habbit so tat i can wake up early in the morning to study since like in the morning feel refresh unlike late at night when u feel sleepy and tired. 3 more papers to go while some of my friends have 2 more papers to go, all the best and good luck in the final exam. not to forget my friends who is not around with me, i know u ppl are facing exam as well now or soon going to have exam, all the best as well and good luck and also see u ppl back in kch. haha.
have a nice day everyday. good night and sweet dream. sayonara. and also sarangheiyo. haha

Tuesday, April 10, 2007


Finally, exam going to start soon in about 14 hours more. my 1st paper after long awaited. haiz, i really dont noe if i can manage to pass this exam or not. 1st paper it basic pharmacology and immunology. both quiz i really din badly. well, basically read the lecturer's note a couple of times d but yet havent remember. haiz. hopefully can remember well in the morning loh. well, gtg d liaw loh. now is almost 12 d loh. i want to go bed to sleep as i going to wake up early in the morning, hopefully can wake up at 6am. all the best to my friends out there who are going to sit for their finals exam, like Miss X (^^), chh, JS, HWLIM, CF and many many others loh. really hope all can pass the exam and no need to sit for supp paper and all can enjoy the long awaited holidays, like in 3 more weeks

Monday, April 9, 2007

Peace & Quiet

as my title of my blog and title of my post mention, peace and quiet. it is a very important element for me since i need a quiet environment for me to study. why cannot i have a quiet environment to study no matter where i go, even at the uni library also noisy, with ppl talking and discussing stuff and etc. i think tomolo i need to go to the library and see whether the library is noisy or not. really need to find a peace and quiet environment for me to study without any interference. haiz. hopefully loh. the black guy really make a lot of noise. somemore got ppl even play piano with not nice to listen music. really want to move out from this noisy and sad place so tat i really can concentrate in my study. well, one my my friend told me tat if i move out, i will be far apart from me, and my reply is, so? i dont mind. well, on this issue, i think tat i dont mind since tat for the time being, study is more important compare with other things and i also plan to not play game d. cannot d liaw loh, playing game really takes up a lot of my time. really hope tat i can find a peace and quiet environment out there for me to study so tat i can get good result. being far apart from her is not a bad thing as well since i recently or rather quite a while din talk or chat with her d. maybe need some time to cool down a little. somemore she also havent ready to start a relationship. so wat for i rush. from wat i think, somethings are worth waiting, just tat i dont miss the oportunity only. tats all from me as i need to continue to study.

Sunday, April 8, 2007

special girl

when u ppl see the title, of coz u ppl sure know tat i m going to talk bout this special girl. let just refer this girl as miss X. hehe. as always, miss X always try to make me happy n even try to confort me when i m down. besides tat, she is very special in a way which make her special. even though she same age as me, but she act bit childish, which make her special in a way. well, tat is her and which make her one of a kind in this world. besides that, she even sometimes try to disturb me, bully me and like teasing me some more bout some particular things and issues. i guess that, without her, i would feel lonely loh since seldom ppl will find me and chat online, she even skype when we are free. open the voice conversation and just leave it there without doing anything, and listen to her typing and writing and doing stuffs. sound funny though. haha. thx for being there for me miss X.

Easter service

this morning or rather almost noon time already, i went to my friends church, which is nearby the condo for their service since they say got performance, support them mah. hehe. besides that, i long time din not step into tat church d loh, somehow liaw almost 2 months d loh. can say tat this is my 3rd time to tat church. environment is as friendly as ever. hehe. my friends performances are very interesting n meaningful. overall, try dont do sin and even if u do sin, look back towards it n regret bout it n turn over a new leaf and dont forgot to trust n believe in God. the the very end of the service, the church leader got ask who ever want to hand in their life to Jesus or how long time din be with him, please go up to the front. my friend who is beside me was looking at me, asking me to up front and she say tat she will accompany me. but how to say, i reject her. deep down, i also dont noe wat i want, still remain as a free thinker. maybe because the time is still not right for me i guess or i still not ready or not yet prepared myself to accept any changes in life. times will tell everything to me and i hope tat i din not miss anything wonderful when i m here at UCSI.

oh, and clara, the her tat i meantion is not this her oh. haha. she today very pretty oh, feel like more attracted to her d. haha.

Friday, April 6, 2007

1st blog

1st blog in blogger since i saw clara move to blogger, maybe because that this blog is easier to manage and easier to login. so maybe want to try out n use this blog instead of using friendster or livejournal, either way,i long time din blog d loh.hehe.

Well, exam is next week n the duration is 3 weeks with 2 papers each week. as time goes closer, i feel tat i getting more n more stress, even feel like dont want to study at all n keep on playing game. haiz, wat to do neh, teach me, clara. long time din talk with u thru skype, dont noe y, miss ur voice, miss the conversation loh. maybe after the exam, then will use skype loh, but time flies n the exam r coming in very fast as week. now only left 6 days b4 my 1st paper while the rest of my friends have exam on monday since they all taking Malaysian Studies while i got exempted. hehe.

last month is a very emotional month, a lot things happen to me, a lot assignment due, haiz. hopefully everything can go smoothly loh, but got something i will remember in my heart forever. the feeling of lossing someone important to u.1st time feel tat way in my life, really unpleasant.

Seeing my friends have couple or their life partner one by one make me feel like i also want to find one partner as well, but hard to find also since no 'yuan fen' and maybe my time has not come. even thought i like/love some girls, tat girls are either unavailbale d or i m not her type or no feel at all. haiz, wat a life. besides tat, some of the girls in the uni are attractive as well, but just admire only, no feel,hehe, but everyday can see pretyt girls nice also,but if like can find a partner, then it will be very much better.

Single is not a bad thing at all, but it has pros n cons as well and it does go the same with having a partner as well. to be honest, i feel like i long time din act as myself d loh, din become childish. ppl do grown up but i seem like always serious everytime. this is wat my ex told me b4. really loh, feel like i m serious all the time, dont noe how to relax, now i also dont noe how to release stress. playing games is an option,but not suitable at the moment now. guys out there, if somehow or somewhere u suddenly see my become childish or act like childish, please forgive me since i also need sometimes to be myself n like act like childish althought i sometimes say my friends childish, especially u, clara, haha.

well, hopefully tat i can concentrate in my studies n can sleep at nite since i last nite cannot sleep at all eh, laying on the bed from 11 smt till 1 smt, then switch on laptop to have some games. why this happen to me oh. haiz. feel bit miserable loh n feel stress. really need to release my stress n reduce my stress level as soon n as much as possible in a short time.

all my friends out there who are having exam soon, i wish u all good luck and hope u all pass with flying colours and tat do as well goes with me since i need luck n hopefully can get good result in this exam so tat i can continue fighting in the course.

i think tats all from me now. wishing u all having a nice n wonderful day.