Tuesday, December 29, 2009

感情

正如题目所说,爱情是一可很奥秘的世界,没有人可以摸得着它。现在的我还是一个人,还没有伴侣,真希望有一个。可是这些都是很难讲的,一切度都需要缘分。自从我以经孤单了好几年了,可是我还很希望可以有个女朋友,可以去爱她,跟她玩,跟她撒娇,一起度过美好的时光。

现在的我真的很混乱,自己心里想要的已经迷迷糊糊了。当初的“她”依然还留在我的心里,还是不能慢慢的放弃她,忘记那个感情。“她”是否我的命中天使,我还使不晓得,只有天知道。我曾经以为我已经放弃了那个心,可是当我一回到这里,我就想起“她”,很想跟“她”在一起。可是现在大家都很忙,做工的做工,读书的读书,玩的玩,很少有机会可以像以前一样团聚在一起,真的很怀念初中的时候,无忧无虑。

所谓一见钟情,一眼看到对方就有好感,喜欢上对方,可是正真的爱情可以从一见钟情建立起来吗?那个时候真的可以心在跳吗?那个时候可以认定那个人就是我的命中天使吗?还是我太冲动了。真的搞不懂自己,我喜欢的到底是那一位。我的心真的有那么冲动吗?有哪么的心及吗?还是我很花心,喜欢好几个?到目前为止,我还是觉得我看上一个,就喜欢上一个,可是是短暂性的,因为都觉得是一件不可能的事。我好想有一段爱情,就如电视里的一样,有一个轰轰烈烈的爱情。哈哈。

爱情是不能逼的,勉强是没有幸福的。可是又不能慢慢的等待,因为你可能会错过的。相反的,如果突然间冒冒然的去表白又怕被拒绝,怕被躲避。 这些东西真的很令人烦恼,不知所措。

看见朋友一对一对的,真的好羡慕。可是当在一起的时候,负担就增加了,没那么自由了。有人说single的时候好,可是又有人觉得in relationship时候好。这都是因人而异的,每个人都有他自己的想法和意见。我就好想有一段很美好的感情,毕竟我已经上了年纪,不如往日了。

在回来古晋的一个月里,我觉得我好庆幸,因为认识了几个新的朋友, Wilfred 的朋友,古晋中学圣约翰救伤队的小朋友们,以及跟几位晋中的好几位朋友重逢。

11 comments:

lynnie said...

oi .. mai so emo la .. juz let the time flows and God will decide what the best for u^^ cheers!

Unknown said...

sometime will feel emo one mah. not always

玉树临风 said...

伟杰,要勇敢去爱,不要害怕被拒绝,尝试的话至少还有机会...

lynnie said...

well.. i noe how u feel, it happens to me sometimes, or i shud say everytime T.T

Unknown said...

Failure is the thing that I moght not be able to handle it. Well, this is an emo thought. Just sharing what I feel and think.

lynnie said...

well... nobody can handle love or relationship very well. nobody is an expert. it juz depends on how u take it, and how u judge it. if u read my blog, u will find that i'm emo same as u do.

Unknown said...

Lyn, no need you say i already know.haha. our life is full of uncertainty

cLaR@ said...

agree with what 玉树临风 said - 不要害怕被拒绝,尝试的话至少还有机会...

Unknown said...

thanks for your comment. will see how then. haha

Anonymous said...

Gambate, I believe one day we will watch movie together. LOL

Angeline Wong said...

i always believe that the right one come at the wrong time is a wrong one. only the right one come at the right time is the right one for you. God created man and woman. they are meant to be one. don't worry, i am sure you will find someone who will love you just as you love her too. the time will come. =)